Diary

  Im 4 days from my due date and Im the size of a large house. If you have been wondering why I have been slacking making videos, its because I start filming and then look at my self and think, "OMG, NOOOOOO..thats not me!" Its really taken a toll on me lately! Im not complaining though, Im feeling SO BLESSED to be having this little boy, but that doesn't mean every single day I dont look at my belly and tell him how much better the outside world is. That is my sweet way of saying, "GET OUTTA THERE!"  :) I was two weeks late for my mom, so Im not getting TOO excited that my due date is this week. I realize I still could go another week and a half before my doctor decides to get him out for health reasons! Im just praying he comes on his own before that, but HECK if he doesn't...I guess it just means I have one comfy belly and he is in no rush! :)  In the meantime, I FINALLY finished the baby room (pic below!) I'm soooo excited about it. I called one of my friends that lives out in the country and was like, " Hey, you have any old barn wood laying around?" He did...FROM A 130 YEAR OLD DAIRY BARN!!!! I was so excited. We drove out the next day to get it all from him and he didn't even make me pay! SCORE! I love cowboys :0) I had called a company before I thought of him and they were gonna charge me A THOUSAND dollars just to cover that small wall. Good thing I don't quit or give in easily. I know what I want and Im gonna keep looking until its cheaper or like...free :)  For now, here is the baby room picture, and Im thinking tomorrow if Im feeling crazy I might post a picture of my whale of a self or even make a video. I have been wanting to do Ellen's PREGNANCY dance challenge, but note the first paragraph above, I miiiight just delete anything I film. It is pretty fun dancing behind strangers when they aren't looking anyways, so it wont be all for nothing :)  Love yall all sooo much! You fill my heart with loooove everyday! Cjaye :)